Who am I
Jace
Nov. 2, 1982
I am a normal person. At least that is what I know about myself.
Interests:
Basketball:
Bowling: Billiards: Badminton: Soccer: Wall Climbing: Swimming: Cycling:
Martial Arts: Dancing: Sleeping: Hanging out with Friends: Drinking Beer with
Friends: Playing video games: Playing video games with Friends: Malling: Bar
Hopping: KTV : Surfing the Internet: Playing Around: Kidding Around: Deep
Thinking: Daydreaming:
PS
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Ian
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Iya
Leigh
Meann
Plue
Storm
Trish
Yshie
Zhang
Denz
Mad
Nassy
Pat
Poch
Weej
Xndi
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Perhaps you can try to find the strength again. Maybe the fear is because you think you've given all of yourself and if something happens you will breakdown and have nothing at the end. If the love and the trust is not enough to overcome the fear then by all means, regain the strength.
Perhaps finding your lost self is a solution. Perhaps bridging the gap with the things you've given up for your loved one is necessary for you to become yourself again. Who knows... maybe after doing the soul-searching you might learn a lot about yourself. Who knows, there might be a realization that you don't need to be in the situation that you currently are in. Who knows, maybe you might wake up to a certain reality that you thought you are in love.
Don't get me wrong. I may be doing a lot of things, attending to a lot, but my love has always been the center of everything in my life. I've given a lot as well to the extent that my life already revolves around the very person I love. And I will severely breakdown if I lost. Call it the ultimate form of death.
But I will do everything to sustain it. If I have to give more I just need to be told. If I have to give everything up, I just need it to be said to me directly. If I need to do be more in order for my love to be always happy. Just tell me what I need to be and I will oblige.
In a relationship there is always somebody who loves more. If this is true then let me be at the losing end. Let me be the one who is miserable. Let me be the one who loves too much that it hurts and it scares that daylights out of me. I gladly want the pain if it means my loved one will always be happy.
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