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Who am I

Jace
Nov. 2, 1982

I am a normal person. At least that is what I know about myself.

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

The Cure for an Overactive Mind

I can't sleep! When I get home at around 8AM, I eat breakfast, smoke a stick and prepare for bed. I try to close my eyes for little while but random thoughts come into my mind. Work, Life, other stuff... I can't enumerate them because they come by me in a flash and it spins around and it's so hard to pinpoint them and... ARGH! I wanna sleep soundly for a change.

It's so tough to sleep for two hours and then wake up and try very hard to sleep again. It's as if you're not getting any rest because you are troubled with every thought. The disturbing part about it is, my thoughts are generally not that dark and heavy. I'm no worrying about anything when I'm at home. It feels like I just have so much energy in my mind and my body is not enough as a container. It feels so frustrating.

Luckily I have my Baby Candice. The thought of her relaxes me from time to time. Actually, having her in my life inspires me quite a lot. I do better at work, I do better in life, I survive each and everyday and it's all because of her. I owe it all to her.

My love... my life.

I miss my baby. How I wish it's saturday once more.

poisoned_____5:13 AM

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