So you think you have the biggest problems in the world. But you should be happy with your current situation. You think your issue needs so much attention and you look for assistance and advice... What's the use of it all if you don't listen? You say you understand and you blame genetics by saying this is "Who I am"; but the real problem is the attitude that you're geared towards to when it comes to life.

Don't be too smart... you'll lose interest in the finer points of life. You'll be insensitive and unappreciative of the little things that still make people happy.

Don't be too dumb... you won't live another day.

Don't be too sensitive... people will tend to stay away. Nobody likes a doormat and nobody likes a friend with issues that much.

Don't be too numb... you won't have the capacity to feel the pain of others and reach out.

Sometimes, it's better to keep some things to yourself. If you have a problem, try to resolve it on your own. If you take advice from others, appreciate it, accept it. Acknowledge it! You don't need to put into action but take from what you feel you need the most.

Just think about this. Other people have the danger of losing their homes. Have you experienced that? Some people fear that they won't live another day. Do you feel the same? Some people will always have greater issues in life compared to you. So don't be so indulged with yourself. Sometimes I wish that you'ld feel a "real" problem. Something that would rumble that quiet brain of yours. Something that would keep you awake at night and zombie-like in the morning. If that happens... then you know there actually is a problem. My guess is you'ld change... you'ld grow.

This is an open letter to some people I know. To the people who think they have a problem but still live a happy life, I hope this entry get's you like a dagger piercing through your heart. To the people I know who have "real" problems... welcome to club. I have a rather large heart and a very open mind. I'll beer with you anytime. :P