Who am I
Jace
Nov. 2, 1982
I am a normal person. At least that is what I know about myself.
Interests:
Basketball:
Bowling: Billiards: Badminton: Soccer: Wall Climbing: Swimming: Cycling:
Martial Arts: Dancing: Sleeping: Hanging out with Friends: Drinking Beer with
Friends: Playing video games: Playing video games with Friends: Malling: Bar
Hopping: KTV : Surfing the Internet: Playing Around: Kidding Around: Deep
Thinking: Daydreaming:
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No this not a poem or an inspirational piece dedicated to the "reason" of my life. At least not just yet.... this will serve as an apology and probably a weak explanation ...
Sometimes, I wake up in the morning and I try to see if it's okay. Sometimes I get disappointed... not because of having you in life but because of the other stuff. It's so overwhelming and I have to apologize on this... I do feel depressed. After all I'm only human... and my instinct dictates me at times to dwell on that feeling for quite a while. But this does not mean that you are the reason that I'm sad or that I feel alone. This also does not mean that there is a problem or I personally have a problem with you... it's so untrue... It's just that I feel what I feel at certain times of the day and it retains in me. I have to let it out and writing is how I express it. It's my outlet. It's how I manage to get bye.
So please don't think that I am unhappy sometimes and that I still feel alone even if I have you. External factors affect me too.
Please do not get affected with some of my writings because it's only a part of what I entirely feel as a person.
Because mostly I'm happy ... happy that I have you in my life... happy that I am still alive to feel such wonderful affection and care from the person I truly love. Happy and lucky that you love me as much as I love you.
You're one of the main reasons that I still continue to live... that I still continue to flash a real smile... even though I find it so hard to do so. You keep me going on and for that I can't thank you enough.
I'm very happy that I am receiving so much love and I do intend to spend the rest of my life with you.
If I offended you in any way, I'm so sorry. If I've been insensitive again, please forgive me. If I hurt you so much... know that everytime I couldn't forgive myself for it. Even if it's unintentional... I'm sorry...
You're my life now... and nobody else's... I choose to be with you... for the rest of my life.
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