Wow... tatlong buwan palang ako sa trabahong ito and I'm two levels up bigla. Website suppoort Guru and then Internet Marketing Senior Case Manager a little after a week. Yay... ang saya naman.... .... .... .... .... .... .... .... stupid promotion. Masaya na ako siguro kung Guru nalang ako but why do I have to get the position that I don't like? Why do I have to be appointed to the job I hate the most? grrr..... stupid promotion talaga. Kapag ako tinamad sorry nalang talaga sila. Pasalamat sila I have all the time in the world to work and get sick and work, work, WORK!!! Yes I'm sick... nanaman... as usual... overworked, overstressed, work is too demanding, underpaid. Nobody to take care of me... *sniff* Haha arte! Cheee...

Further to a conversation I had with a couple of friends at work. Balita ko marami akong friends na balak pumuntang Dubai, US, HongKong to get a job. And I'm slowly envying them na. Parang gusto ko na rin maglaho. Parang wala na akong napapala masyado sa buhay ko dito sa pinas. But the battle is still far from over. Come to think about it. You go to another country to work and fulfill your dreams. Which kind of dream? To work as a assistant shit/dishwasher/waiter/call center rep/whatever and for what? To be able to come back after about 5-10 years with enough money to get by happilly? Is it all worth the sacrifice that you have to go through? Di ko na alam ang sagot. But it is sounding appealing already... my friend in canada is just an admin assistant but he earns 4 times what I earn. Tapos ako I work 6 days a week, 14 hours a day with added special tasks and more responsibilities and for what? To have enough money to get by until my next salary. Shit... this sucks... buti nalang hindi ako masyado concentrated sa money. Life is still more important. Friends are still important. Family is still important. I guess I'll give it two more years... titingnan ko lang. Kapag wala talaga, I'm flying to Boston to try a new life... or Maybe New Jersey or Washington... hi Janice! I miss you! hehehe... or maybe Australia? Hi Sweetie Jen! I really, really Miss you! or maybe San Francisco where I can hang out with my cuzins... binatang buhay! bwahahaha... how bout Canada? canadian people are very accomodating. LA? Ano best, balik tayong San Jose? hehehe ... bahala na.

Isang big break lang kailangan ko... isa lang....