Written below is a conversation I had with lady friend of mine...

Her: Hi Jace musta?

Me: Hello! Ok lang naman po. Ikaw kamusta?

Her: Heto... badtrip parin kagabi pa. Dumaan kasi dito ang ex ko kagabi. Ayaw niya ako tigilan gusto parin makipagbalikan sakin. Kapag nakikita ko siya naaalala ko lahat ng kagaguhang ginawa niya sa akin. Sobrang nakakainis pa dahil parang pinamumukha niya sa akin na hindi ko siya kayang ipagpalit. Alam kasi niya na binuhos ko lahat, lahat sa kanya. Wala rin naman ako makitang maipapalit ko sa kanya. Nahihirapan na talaga ako Jace, how can I move on...

Me: Awh... *hugz* Mahirap nga yang ganyan. Kailangan kasi di mo na siya makita para maka-move on ka. Sobrang nakakarelate ako sa problema mo. I feel for you sis... :(

Her: Oo nga eh... hmmm... hey I have an idea... Since pareho naman tayo nang problema... why don't we try to help each other out?

Me: Help? What kind of help? Kung kelangan mo nang kausap, kayosi at kainuman walang problema jan! hehehe >:)

Her: What I mean is... bakit di nalang maging tayo muna? That way we could help each other out diba? Hoi wagka mabait ako at super caring at accomodating pa!

Me: Oh! Thanks... I can see that you're real nice, sweet, thoughtful, kind and caring and all those good things (not to mention real cute). But I've tried that before. I was devasteted.Biliv me... it's not right.

Her: Bakit ganun? You're the 4th guy I asked who turned me down. Baka siguro I'm not that sexy like the other girls kaya ganun. It's ok I'll understand... hey I have to go now... thanks alot!

Me: Huh? Hindi naman sa ganun ... it's just that I already did that for a friend. I don't like to do it again. I didn't mean to hurt you in any way. I'm sorry...

Her: Baka naman kasi di mo ko type noh?

Me: That's irrelavant! (Kung alam mo lang...)

Her: Sige na... magiging malinaw naman ang usapan natin eh. I promise I won't blame you for what happens.

Me: It's not about the blaming part. I already did that for a friend ... malinaw din ang usapan namin. Yet we ended up messing each others lives for such a short period of time. Di ko na siya friend ngayon. Kahit supermodel of the whole wide universe pa ang nagrequest sa akin nang ganyan, hindi ko na gagawin ulit. I can help you in other ways. :)

Her: ... .... ....

Alam kong tama ang ginawa ko pero bakit parang ang sama ng loob ko. I don't wanna be a meantime boy anymore. It will only break hearts ... usually it includes my own. But still... parang ang sama-sama ko. I think I'm gonna lose one more friend... so sad. :(