Oh yes, I am the great unlucky lover. I've always given it my all to the people that matter the most. If trials and temptations come to my life I always try to battle them... for the sake of those I love. But destiny seems to stop me being truly happy. If this is how my life is "programmed" to be, I'd rather not live at all.

I'm always a sucker for people who will one day leave me... figuratively and literally. One thing's for sure though, I did love them and sacrificed a lot for them. I served them with all of my heart, to the best of my abilities and all that shit. I just cannot understand why I could not be rewarded with my efforts. But of course it is never about what you've done for them. It is never about you only... love is always two-ways... mutual as some would say. If that cycle is broken in anyway, physical or mental or spiritual, expect problems to arise and you better deal with it.

It hurts to know that he/she has died out on you. It pains to try to understand that he/she does not love you anymore. But all you can do is accept the reality and teach yourself to love them less than you really wanted to. Undo the love that you have regularly tried to give each and every day. Forget the promises made, the shared dreams and the plans of being together forever.

Journey on with life in search for the right one. Never hesitate to give to them what you took away from your past lovers. Give more if you could and never less. It seems like you're being a martyr but that's the way it's gotta be.

I just feel sad though for the unlucky people like me. I hope one day we could all be truly happy with the one we love and with the one who loves as back wholeheartedly. I hope someday the unlucky one's WILL find the one who will never leave them. It's not a matter of physical distance ... it's about how two souls agree to be intertwined.

So journey on my unlucky peers... walk through the path of life and never close your heart. As long as you know it's right, LOVE... BE LOVED...