Alam ko... inaamin ko... di ako naging close sayo. Never ako naging close sayo. Inaamin ko rin na naging manhid ako sayo. You always wanted me to prove something. But what do you really want me to do? I was one of the smartest. I was one of the most talented. I always performed. But to whom? To whom? You only wanted me to strive to be the best I could ever be... but for whom? I didn't see any real reason as to why I need to perform and out-do myself every single time. I just did it for myself. Did it pay-off? No... I'm just a low-down... currently single ... no good individual who doesn't have a life. I did not even get the chance to do what I can really do. All the abilities I have and I couldn't even use any of it to survive in this world. Thank you... thanks for nothing.

That's how I thought I was to you... but now I came to understand... in time I became better... without me knowing it, I actually did something good. With all the pressures I had to endure... with all the problems I had to face, you actually taught me to be strong enough to shove them off. Without me knowing it, I became a better person... and it's because of you.

And now that you're suddenly gone, I did not get the chance to thank you. So I am writing this letter and I hope that my message gets to you. I always forget to say I love you. And now I will not have the chance to say it in person but I hope my heart reaches you. In time we will be together again... I hope.

"We loved you in life... much more in death... you will be in our hearts forever"

REST IN PEACE LOLA CION.