Why can't I just be a normal young man having normal life problems. Why do I have to succumb to complicated situations and life-threatening risks? Is this a test? Who made this test? He/She/IT has some nerve to play with my life...

Battle Frenzy

I didn't have anything better to do so I worked the punching bag. Every punch I threw made me stronger. I can hear the thuds grow louder and louder. I didn't realize it but I was actually attacking the inanimate object like crazy. Weird thing is, while I was punching, I was thinking of something else. I was thinking about my life, my problems, the sufferings I needed to endure. My thoughts were far more painful and exhausting compared to my exercise. Maybe that's why I didn't even feel my fists being tortured. I snapped back to reality in time to find my knuckles bloody. My punching bag had no trace of blood. Could it be a sign that I cannot win over my demons? Or does this mean I'm only hurting myself... ... I certainly hope so.