____Do I Look Poisonous To You?

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Who am I

Jace
Nov. 2, 1982

I am a normal person. At least that is what I know about myself.

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

Melancholia

Here I lie, in a state of unwanted contentment. Things around me don't matter anymore. Wrongdoings don't bother me anymore. Each day that passes by just makes me cry; remembering the days that I was truly happy, missing the times that everything was real ... even my smile. Each day that passes by sinks me deeper into this hole. I'm slowly realizing it but doing nothing about it. I'm starting to get used to being this way. I'm starting to accept it as part of my personality. Soon, I will be who I am right now -- a nobody. Just like the other people I used to know... just like the people who thought they knew themselves. Some people say that this is just a part of life. I hope they're right because I feel that it's becoming MY LIFE.

poisoned_____6:38 PM

2 Comments:

Anonymous said...: Dear Jace,

let nature do its work...

you will be ok...

hugs,
prinsesa; 9:22 PM
Anonymous said...: hmm... i guess i won't offer you any advice cuz i know nothing i say can make you feel better, but i just want you to know that i'm here for you. whatever it is that distracts you from being sad, let's just continue it... let's just have fun!

>:D< miss you!; 10:38 AM