____Do I Look Poisonous To You?

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

When the Tower Crumbles

And you can't save it, you watch it break.

Savor the moment of sadness and accept it.

Live with it.

When the tower falls down, and there's nothing else you can do,

You wait until every part of it is finished shattering.

And after it does... You try to rebuild it.

Sometimes you can't.

So you pick up the pieces that you could keep.

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I'll live with it.
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poisoned_____4:07 AM

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Friday, October 19, 2007

Why me?

Why should I be the one picked?

I'm not special... I'm not even sure if I can do what is needed of me...

Why is it always have to be me?

I didn't ask for it... hell I didn't even want it!

Now I have to be the one to pick up the falling pieces?

Just because everyone else thinks I could.

Just because I think I could?

What if I fail? Will you criticize me for it?

What if nothing happens? Will you put the blame on me?

Am I some sort of scapegoat?

But of course... this is my life now... since I chose it. I need to obey.

Be assured that I will do my best and I wont hold back.

I trust in myself.

If all else fails... I will survive.

poisoned_____5:31 AM

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Magic Eye!

Some of you may not know what this is but this is called a Magic Eye Picture! If you change your line of vision and distort it a little bit (parang naduduling ba) you will be able to see a cute little bunny at the center. This is one of the good 3d pictures ever made!

Just reminiscing my grade school days nung sikat pa ang mga ganito. Namiss ko yung bibisita ako sa library tapos titig lang nang titig sa mga Magic Eye posters na andun.

Shempre now that I now a lot. May idadagdag lang akong insights about magic eye. Ehem...

Things aren't always what they seem to be.

Always try to look at things from a fresh or different perspective.

Don't judge a book by it's cover.

Sometimes, you just don't see the important things are right in front of you.

Ayun... mejo malalim na ang iniisip ko di na angkop. haha Enjoy!

poisoned_____5:04 AM

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Thursday, October 11, 2007

Once an Unwanted Treasure

For more years than I could ever remember, I did not think that I would go and look for this again. I always felt ashamed when mentioning it because I thought it was really something trivial. It's almost considered an antique but then again, it is full of significance to somebody. I can't believe I would risk bruises and severe sweat just to dig this up again.

Now that I'm holding it in my hands, I will not hesitate to share it and show it to anyone who wants to. Specially my baby Candice who I do believe I promised to show this almost a year ago.

Now I can keep my promise!

Now I would even be proud that I toiled to get this once again.

I consider this as my treasure now. If you wanna see it, just say the word. As long as I can physically let you see it, I will.

It's all mine... it's all me... and I'm sharing it with you.

Curious? Care to see? Then just look for me. :P

poisoned_____6:19 AM

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Tuesday, October 09, 2007

It;s not like a Game of Poker

Reckless is when you think the choices that you make are still your own but you fail to recognize that destiny can be intertwined. You may control your own destiny but it will affect somebody else.

Making a decision can be simple but it is never easy.

Responsibility is always there.

Credibility is existent.

Trust is essential.

If you fail to consider any of the mentioned, congratulations asshole. You have just scarred somebody for the rest of his or her life.

You may have been saved, but at the expense of others.

You may go and risk it all but in the end, there's always a chance that you would lose.

It's partly a gamble but never just a game.

Choose your move wisely. Because you just don't lose money when it comes to life.

poisoned_____6:01 AM

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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Thoughts in Having Sipon

I never really liked to be sick. You get so much attention from everybody and it feels like you can't do anything right. People give you leeway and try to understand that since you're sick, you can't do much and they feel they have to protect you every way they can. I feel like so weak and defenseless.

But come to think of it, the pampering is not that bad. I get to just lie down and people will cook for me, bring me stuff, and ultimately leave me alone to get well. *wink wink* I also get a lot hugs and kisses from my Sweet Baby Love. Yay! ...

I think there are some people who think they could escape from life by being sick. If they have stuff to do... if they have some responibilities that they are just tired to doing, they pretend to be sick. Some would have been really happy if they actually got sick.

Not me. I'd rather be well. I want to know that I'm well enough to do the things I choose to do. I wanna be well enough to take on the responsibilities given to me. I want to know that I'm well enough to live and to love.

So now, I'm trying to get well. I'm resting and blowing my nose. At the same time, forward to another day at work... another day in life... and a loving and fun time with my baby.

poisoned_____10:46 AM

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